Sunday, February 29, 2004

todae is a day tt happens onli 4 years a time... its 29 of feb... wahaha.. well lots of things happen this week... got my result.. pierce my ear with andrea... play pool.. haha... well first i would like t say is bout result... from A1 to D7 all the grades i got... wahaha...

A1 - E maths
A2 - Sciences
B3 - A maths
B4 - Design and Technology
C5 - English
C6 - Chinese
D7- Humanities

Fucking humanities... know sure fail one.. but at least i get d7 not e8... haha.. cox prelim get e8 ma.. then now d7.. hmm not bad la at least got improve a bit.. wahhaha... yesterday andrea came to my house... tok lots of crap... then make her never go church.. i so bad bad.... wahaha... then i did something i never did for years le... hehe... u all dunno no need to know ar... secret... keke.. after tt went to church then ton at jun xiong house... woke up late todae... 930 then wake up.. YF starts at 9 n we were damn late.. got there like 1030? haha.. have like halg an hour service like tt... then after tt stay back a while help to move chairs table for worship... hmm got free lunch.. foos was kinda sucky but nvm la just eat... after tt went to play pool with andrea an fu wee koon jun xiong clemence.. kinda fun.. play crappy pool.. wahah then come home.. later at nite going geylang with koon n jx perharps.. heeh not go there fuck gal la.. go there eat.. wahaha... kk i wanna watch water boys le... cya tml bloggie!!!

Tuesday, February 24, 2004

well its been like 5 days i haven blog... haha... well a lot of things happen during this five days... ok on sunday.. i went sparks with azmi, his brother n his cousin... all gangster la.. Kallang airport one... haha... sia la.. at there i think i'm the only chinese sia.. wahaha.. drank beer, liquior, all mix la.. haha.. then i mabo sia... my head spinning like siao.. then go there play la... first time go sia.. haha so fun... all dance n bla bla bla.. got home on monday like 5.. bath n slept... then later tt day went to zelda chalet... didn't know it was her bday... well i still gonna say this.. her chalet very very very pathetic sia... onli like 15 ppl turn up onli? including his family all la... haha.. then i n salleh n her stay over... she damn irritating when watching tv... i too tired to scold her just hack care lor... then slep with salleh around like 4+ woke up tml like 940+ i the one whu woke up the latest one haha... ya then went home n have a nap.. btw its tuesday olready after i left chalet which means is today lor.. haha... went to watch Gothika with hui shi andrea n lester... tt show quite ok ok lor.. kana shock a bit here n there... then went to eat fish n Co.... then walk around PS... then came home... oh ya.. andrea buy for me this soft toy... LOL... first time in my life ppl give me soft toy... haha.. so funny... today i'm so bloody damn tired man... after so many days of 'unhealthy' sleeping... keke.. sleep sooo late woke up sooo early... todae sleep tml must must wake up very late one.. then will have enough rest.. muahaha... ya tts all... bye....

Thursday, February 19, 2004

ummm... todae is a boring day... my fren ame my house todae.. well sorry huh... my house nth to do one.. lol.. went down sent her to bus stop then she went home.. play soccer with frens.. dad not coming back for dinner so went to eat with bro... after tt go online.. haha sian la... todae nth to do.. tml also work.. haiz.. boring man...

Wednesday, February 18, 2004

hi all... todae was quite a... ok day for me.. went to temple n bai my mum... death anniversary... then after tt went woodland to catch a movie with my brother.. watch the last samurai... kinda cool man the show... bout men tt have great honour n is respected by many tt kinda of show ya know... hmm went to eat mac with bro... use two coupons onli.. the rest throw away cox we won;t be eating tt almost everyday.. keep also no use.. went home tired... then went to take pic of my bro bike with my hp.. haha... kinda cool.. the pics he take... then went down n play soccer with neighbours.. came back home even more tired... then play ps 2 after eating my dinner... play till now just finish... kinda fun the game haha. called 'Naruto' well this game comes from the comic book call 'naruto' also.. haha... well gotta go bath now.. damn tired.. wonder if tml crashing any jc or not.. cox koon never go.. he never go i also like dun wan go.. hehe.. dunno la.. i'll see first.. hmm..boring... n tired.. haiz...

Anyway i'm glad tt hui shi n andrea r back to good frens again... as for me.. haha... i'll see....

On the black wind forever we ride on together
Destroying your evil with freedom our guide
When the master will call us
He'll stand high before us
Our hearts filled with splendour
Our swords will shine over the light

Sunday, February 15, 2004

HAPPY VALENTINE DAY!!! wahaha... went to yjc todae... kinda fun.. sawe vidhyaram playing skateboard on the way to yjc.. ask him bring me inside school.. then i saw andrea n wee koon.. they didn;t see me..!!! so i went n wack their heads... haha got beaten up by andrea... lol.. got valentine gift from andrea todae.. lots of chocolate n 9 straw 'hearts'... kinda cool.. i requested one end up having 9.... wahaha.. brought andrea n hui shi gift todae.. tot hui shi will come.. but did not come in the end.. well it is still inside my bag... hope she will understand our situation n dun be mad at us.. i didn't mean to ruin her plans.. if i wan i can just tell her off straight in the face.. just tt she was so looking forward to it n i have something on so kinda like ruin it lor.. haha.... well realli feel sorry...hmm

after tt went to wee koon house b4 going to church as he wana change n bath all tt.. reach church late.. looking forward to mc thingy at first.. but kinda feel fucked up when the audience treated us like hollow man... haha... bunch of faggots n bitches... ppl toking they must listen ma... feel so fucked up man.. ppl say we r not bad great all tt shit.. i know it is bullshit la.. trying to comfort us onli.. fuck it man... jx n i was so fucked up by it... nvm la hack la.. next time if got chance i think i know how to do it properly? lol... went to sit down somewhere near the church to eat ice cream.. lol... tok for sometimes... kinda like have a small quarrel with one of my fren... tt asshole.. he feeling sad bout his ex all tt nvm la.. then ka ni na he still wanan make ppl sad n angry.. like koon la.. ppl like know whu he like just keep quiet la.. tt scott purposely say it so loud bout his crush having a boy all tt shit... damn him cannot control himself one meh.. then he say wat he know a lot of gals from those girl school all tt.. say he know all sec 3 n 4 express gals in zhong hua... bloody hell i ask him whether he know mariandrea or not he say dun have this person in this school i say have he point middle finger at me.. if not for an fu koon all tt guys... i give one punch at his faggot face lor.. cox he say.. if got hor is surely technical or normal stream one... chee bye he dunno anything shut up la.. like tt say my maria... wanna die sia... basket.. really wanna wack him up man... i hate ppl tok bad things bout my frens one lor.. even if ppl say bad things bout whuever reading this la.. i sure will scold them one.. idiots... if bo pian... use violent lor.. dun care sia... haha... well now i at an fu house anyway... hehe.. gonna ton his house todae... oh shit i forget to tell my parents bout it.. damn... nvm i gonna call my dad now... wahaha.. anyway take care to those whu is reading this... especially hui shi.... tell u wat.. sat or sunday tot to u again... well gonna pass u valentine day present also ma.. haha... kkz take care...... fuck....

Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Saturday, February 14, 2004

todae... is fun cox i went out with hui shi n mariandrea todae!!! haha... woke up at 9+ this morning tot i woke up late cox was so bright lucky did not.. then go downstair buy breakfast... makan finish chat with hui shi n mariandrea a while then leave house go meet mariandrea for pool... hehe.. bluf her say i dunno actually i know.. so bad hor... lol... well i was winning bout nvm she starting kinda like sucky cox she long time never play.. after a few games... she was kinda good liao... know y cox i teach her ma... lol... but she dun wan listen to me sometimes then use que stick poke me in the buttock.. lol.. so bad sia... bully i this shi fu.. wahaha.. no la i not tt pro la.. just wanna help her onli... after tt went to meet hui shi.. well her body was aching like mad.. nobody could touch her todae or she will scold u like... haha..!!! then went to NYP openhouse.. knda boring cox dun have courses like aeronautical... i finally know wat course to take liao.. aeronautical engineering... wanna repair airplane motor.... wahaha... go SIA work.. not bad pay worzz!!! maybe can be pilot... wahah.. if can i happy lor... after t went to marina bay there eat steamboat.. first time go there.. eat a lot sia... wahaha... cook little but eat lot.. so bad hor.. wahaha.. cox my mariandrea help us cook ma... then she cook her fried egg rice... nice sia.. but i damn full to finish it.. sorry hor... not i dun wanna finish is i cannot finish... haha... then we crap lots todae to my mariandrea... haha.. bout me n hui shi sec 3 n 4 life... so funny... then later go home.. hui shi alighted first... me n andrea went to bishan there tke 156 home... then when she alighted form the bus a few stop later, i found out my md is with her.. lol... nvm la let her hear la.. tml she return me liao... wee wee!! tml is my church OASIS... me n jx gona be mcccccccc......... so nervous... first time mccc... hope it turns out good sia... wahaha... ya tml is also valentine day... happy valentine day to all my friends n everybody in this world!!! wahaha... tml gonan go yjc the bazaar thingy... hehe... well tml is a fun day.. too bad i cannot stay long at the bazaar... sorry hor mariandrea cannot pei u... dun be sian la ok... u won't rot in school one la.. we can msg like last time 60? issit? in 24 hours.. lolx... bt ur hp bill high dun scold me hor... haha!! take care everybody... HAPPY VALENTINE DAY!!!!!

The drops of rain they fall all over
This awkward silence makes me crazy
The glow inside burns light upon her
I'll try to kiss you if you let me
(this can't be the end)
Tidal waves they rip right through me
Tears from eyes worn cold and sad
Pick me up now, I need you so bad

Thursday, February 12, 2004

hmm... todae was sian to death during work... first thng go there make cones... make finish do nth from 12 to 230.. so boring sia stand there... lucky naruto came out book 20... go buy n read.. then finish reading... 1.45.... sian... haha but after work shiok la come home n rest... walao... damn sia... i have prepare the oasis speech yet.. haiz.. i damn stress out liao lor... my partner n i can't think of anything to write bout... ta ma de... they all also never say wanna tok about wat... then wat they wan us to tok.. ka ni na.... ai ya if no script... heran tak heran la... we two sprout nonsense all the way la.. lame on fun one dirty one vulgar one.. hmm exclude the dirty n vulgar one cox it is a church.. wahaha.. damn i'm kinda hungry... gonna cook maggi later.. wahaha... lazy to go downstair buy sia... tired.. hehe!!

Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
the shadow in the background of the morgue
the unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
we can live like Jack and Sally if we want
where you can always find me
we'll have Halloween on Christmas
and in the night we'll wish this never ends
we'll wish this never ends

Monday, February 09, 2004

man... feel like shit todae... damn sick... kaoz.. coughing like mad lor... i hate to cough... well i think everybody hates it... gonna work tml wed n thurs... haiz.. i'm sick n im gonna work.. well i'm not gonna go see the docz... waste of money... just suffer a little bit more lor.. hope i can recover soon... damn it... todae work was quite ok... learned how to make icecream cones... kinda fun.. but kinda like burned my fingers.. nvm its alright now... friday gonna meet my fren... wonder how she looks like.. sat is valentine day... gonan go yjc... for dunno wat.. but just go see see lor... after tt gonna go church for the oasis thing... damn.. i'm gonna be the mc... i hope i dun screw this thing up.. cox if i did.. i never ever wana go tt church again... cox its so embarassing... hmm... i feel sian n down when i'm sick... i hate to be sick... fuck...

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing last for ever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and we can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect

Wednesday, February 04, 2004

whoa... todae is a wonderful day for me... now its not once in a lifetime... cox i just screw up my fren wahahah!!! yeah just said some fuck up thingy to him.. hope he will be mad... wahaha... anyway i'm gonna tell him its a joke... wakaka.. tt asshole.. add me n ask me quit.. hah dick face... fri will be going out with hui shi n andrea again.. wahaha can't wait to see andrea.. cox i like her hair very much.. so cool.... meow! Yeah... todae n tml i have no work... well can rest.. haha.. fri got work.. sian... 10 to 2.30... so meet them later lor... hmm hmm... next sat is valentine day.. wahaha... wonder wat happen tt day... crappy shit... yupo.. tts all shit head...

I'd rather chase your shadow all my life
Than be afraid of my own
I'd rather be with you
I'd rather not know
Where I'll be than be alone and convinced that I know

Monday, February 02, 2004

whoa... todae i think is a wonderful day for me... once in a lifetime?? lolx.. went out with hui shi todae.. well long time never see her liao.. todae finally meet.. found her like become more matured... she bring her frens along too... andrea n lester.. well lester is a cool guy reali... n andrea is cool too.. she's my idol man.. i like her hair.. sooo cool.... the fringe all go to her right side one.. hiding half right of her face.. like so mysterious like tt... man.. she rocks!!! LOL... went to jam eariler this morning... hmm 3 hours.. felt quite short n i was very very late for the meeting time... cox i gonan meet hui shi n frens like 130? i reach there like 210+ haha.. so damn pai seh... lolz... then we went to eat 'earthquake' at swensen... hmm.. swensen ice cream not so nice.. but we have a fun time there.. reali.. i prefer häagen daz ice cream more... realli.. hehe... tml gotta work again.. hmm quite boring though... doing nth there... then have to stand somemore.. but good la can waste time there..!!! lolx... tml long day lor.. 6 - 1030... must do closing up.. hehe... yup yup.. todae i took foto stickers for the third time... yeah.. haha.. like 3 years since i ever took again.. wahaha... yeah yeah tts all dudes...

Now that we're here
So far away
All the struggle
We thought was in vain
All the mistakes
One life contained
They all finally start to go away
Now that we're here, so far away
And I feel like I can face the day
I can forgive
I’m not ashamed
To be the person that I am today