Thursday, January 29, 2004

haha.. i'm back again to tell u my miserable life again... miserable.. todae is even worse.. gonna have dinner alone again.. lucky i got y best buddy to accompany me... my brother... came home n went out just onli.. my dad.. gone out... hm.. think he found a gal or something well... if he ever gets married or wat.. i won;t call my stepmother mum... i swear i won;t.. i will jsut call her auntie.. maybe i won;t even respect her at all.. nah won;t be so bad lor.. cox he's stil my dad's 'lover' well... maybe i'm thinking too much... hope it doesn't happen? well if it does.. good for him.. after all my brother n i have grown up.. both of us will get married some day... n we will live a life of our own.. then by that time.. my dad won't be so lonely liao... haha... tml is my first day of training... welll when u go for work.. they need to teach ya all the things u need to learn... tts what i'm gonna do tml... haha... peace dudes... haiz... life sucks... i always tot after o is a wonderful time to spend... but i was wrong.. life's miserable... so boring.... haha

You’re falling back to me
The star that I can see
I know you’re out there somewhere out there
You’re falling out of reach
Defying gravity
I know you’re out there
Somewhere out there

Wednesday, January 28, 2004

See me fly
I'm proud to fly that high
Show you the rest of mine
Till the end of the time
Believe me i can fly
I'm singing in the sky
Show you the rest of mine
The heaven in the sky

Nothing can stop me....
Spread my wings....
So wide.....

Proud of you.... -Fiona Fung....

What I've felt, what I've known
Turn the pages, turn the stone
Behind the door, should I open it for you?

What I've felt, what I've known
So sick and tired, I stand alone
Could you be there?, 'cause I'm the one who waits for you
Or are you unforgiven too?

Are u unforgiven? lolx... boring day... haiz... i doing the same things everyday.. nothing much to say.. onli went to repair my bike.. finally i can ride my bicycle liao.. hurray... well two moe days.. i'll go for training at haagen daz... yupoz! then life will not be so miserable... cox maybe can see chio bu... lol... no la.. go there at least better not alone at home... so sian... my life is so boring.. wish some one know how i felt... realli.. i hope some one who can understand how i feel n helped me out...... damn...

Tuesday, January 27, 2004

What a sad moment for me todae... life's sad... my fren... he told me a story of his life tt happen recently... well i feel sad for him.. realli i do... well the story goes like this... there's a girl whu he is been liking for the past few months... everything went smoothly... i can tell cox both of them were like msging the whole day ever since i go out with him... but his good fren... whom i dunno he is... started to flirt with the gal he likes... he feels... angry... i think.. but he can't express it out.. i mean there's no point to show his anger on tt girl.. cox he n tt girl r still friends yet.. they r not realli a couple.. but tt guy.. he knows... he knows... he likes her a lot n yet he wanna flirt with her... somemore both of them r good friend... this kinda act causes a pain to my fren... like a knife stabbing his heart for a number of times... haiz...
My the other fren... well.. he's lacking of confidence... he likes this gal but he is scare to approach her... as in getting to know her... more... he's afraid of the consequences... i think... he's shy... tts why... wat if he is been rejected by tt gal? haha... words can be painful at times... some words can hurt ur feelings... n it is very very painful... might have side effect for days.. just to forget her... lolx... side effects like no mood to eat to do anything... cox u will stil be thinking bout her....
as for me... i dunno... i'm living a boring life... so boring.. staying at home doing the same things... miserable life... all my friends go to school to study... whereas for me i'm slackign at home.. but nvm at least i have found a job... gona go work on friday... waiting on it... hoping it will go well.... yeah... tts all... haiz..

Are you sad?
Are you holding yourself?
Are you locked in your room?
You shouldn't be.
Are you sad?
Are you holding yourself?
Are you locked in your room?
You shouldn't be.
Well.... i think... in this world.. there r two different kinda 'you' in yourself... the one being good, nice, caring, loving.... n the other one being bad, evil, sacarstic.... its really quite scary cox u dun know which side of you you are showing to other people... sometimes u can be bad, n suddenly u r good... its creepy.. n u dun know which is the real you... u might be confuse by what i have said eariler... or maybe not.. but i'm confuse... which is the real me.. lol... i wonder... its creepy... n i hope i will be showing the 'good' side of me to other people.. well tt is if i have one...... wat i'm trying to say is... i dun realli know... its up to you to decide... which is the real me.......

Love in your eyes
Sitting silence by my side
Going on, holding hands
Walking through the night
Hold me up, Hold me tight
Life me up to touch the sjy
Teaching me to love we had
Helping me open my mind

Sunday, January 18, 2004

todae's tiring.... for me.. well i went to stay overnight at my fren house yesterday.. onli got to sleep at 4... my fren were snoring away like.. 345? haha... we played ps 2 till like 330 so yup... then this morning went to church.. nearly fall asleep... damn... when i came home i tot i may have fun with my neighbours liek a game of soccer or wat.. whu knows... they r like kinda... treating me like a stranger.... tok to my best pal there n he was like not even ansering my question.. so i got pissed off n went home... man... maybe i shu not be going down so often... maybe its god whu wanted my life to be this way... maybe he wants me to have the job is to make me spend less time with them.. guess so... hmm...

I swear that i can go on forever again
Please let me know that my one bad day will end
I will go down as your lover, your friend
Give me your lips and with one kiss we begin............

Tuesday, January 13, 2004

Haiz... well... i'm feeling really really damn weird.... really... cox... i think i first time hear ppl say i'm nice... well.... i dun realli think i'm nice myself.. those whu knows me long will know... wahaha.... man.... real weird... i duno... keke... i'm not trying to be sarcastic hear... its really lor... wahahah... nvm la... life was quite boring again... playing game whole day... sleep late woke up early... haha sian... got go down play soccer la.. after my toe injury recover... man... when is haagen daz gona call me man.. i'm waiting like an idiot here.... they told me it will be this week.. alright i will be waiting for it then after this week i'm gona call them and ask again.... if cannot i might as well find another job rite.. wasting my precious time.. wahah... anyway.. tts all i'm gona write.. yupz.. bye..... fuckers.....

Monday, January 05, 2004

Hmmm.... long time never write me blog liao... yup yup... saw samantha few days ago.. Wao... she look... kinda different... her hair changed colour olready... blonde colour... wahaha... sam sam... lolx... almost all my fren went to jc... i didn't go.. cox i'm too stupid to go anywhere.. but i get a job in thomson plaza.. haha hurray... but i dun know when will they be calling me.. but i confirm will get tt job.. is tt i had to wait for them to computerise my profile or somethign like tt.. yup yup... hmm... life was quite boring... playing game all day... sleep late woke up late... haha.. sian...